Sleeping Angel

Zzzz..zzzz....where am i? Heaven? Nah,can't seem to be. Hell? Too good to be true. Well? Where am i? Who am i? What am i? I keep asking myself for my value of existence,but does it really matters?

So,what's about the freaking 'zzzz' in the first place?it's all about her.the girl of perfection , perfection that can devastating earth for what it was made of. A girl that is comparable to an angel, her tears bring out the rains, her smiles show out the glimpse of heaven-rainbow and everything that she did is like a sign of a guardian angel for me.

Well actually everything starts when i first come to this sickling, annoying lame school-Sekolah Menengah Sains Sultan Mohamad Jiwa. Like its name, it surely will cause me to go to a mental ward. Sooner or later, that's my place anyway if i keep on going on this track. The only thing that makes me feel alive is this girl. I hope you could meet her in person, well, obviously you can't. Name given-NURUL FARA IDAYU ISHAK. Wow, the 8th world wonders, so brilliant that you can call her einstein, so gorgeous that you can smell up roses out of her spit, even so nicer that she is so indulgence in every way that i wish of a girl can have.

Only for one reason i keep up on my study here, keeping up my grades and even entering as many as possibles activities just to be the school's number one top student of the eternity, just to make her realize my existence. Too bad, it's not seem to work out. Wanna know why? It is this bad habit that she had, she loves to sleep. In every time, in every way, in every possible place(which includes sleeping in the class-even when the teacher is teaching in front), all that she did is sleeping. Well that makes a good reason why she didn't notice me. Perhaps i can wake her up. No, probably the silliest thing ever. But is there a way in this world that i can make myself to talk to her?

I am actually a venustraphobic, which means a fear of beautiful lady. In this case it will make a possibilities of almost zero percent for me to talk to her, even if i hope she could be my girlfriend in the first place. Well, there's only one way. If i can't make a couple in reality, maybe dreams could help. I bet my luck, to sleep every time she slept, to join and accompany her,perhaps, i can meet her in my dreams. If God let me tastes the sweetest of heaven on earth, perhaps i wish it is joining us in our dreams. Yes, our dreams. So, that's what i'm doing now. To accompany her, to have dreams together perhaps. So, don't wake me up till she's awake. Till she's awake..zz..zzzzzz....

SuCCeSS

SUCCESS??? What is the meaning of success for you??

Success is the hardest thing to achieve for all human beings. Success is the good fortune that comes from aspiration, desperation, perspiration and inspiration when someone is still a student. The road to success is always under construction. That's mean the studies field in this world is never end.

How to become a success person??

* How you think is everything. Remember to “think positive” at every opportunity. Visualize success, not failure. Avoid negative environments and people.You are what you think. In fact, a study shows that positive thinking actually increases longevity.
* Decide on your dreams and goals. Be specific about your goals. For example, say “I am taking a cooking class next month,” rather than “I would like to take a cooking class sometime.” Create a plan to reach your goals, and stick to it.
* Take action. Goals alone have no meaning; you need to take action to make them real. Don’t let fear hold you back. "Just do it."
* Never stop learning. Take classes, go back to school, read books, join a discussion group. If you are interested in a subject, make time to learn about it. Keep acquiring new skills.For more information, read The Benefits of Lifelong Learning for Older Adults.
* Be persistent and work hard. You’ve probably heard the expression, “success is a marathon, not a sprint.” Keep your eye on the goal, and keep working toward it. Don’t give up.
* Communicate with people effectively. Remember that no person is an island. Communicate your thoughts and desires honestly, and encourage others to communicate honestly with you. Practice understanding and motivating other people.
* Be honest and dependable; take responsibility for what you do. Never cheat or lie. When you make a promise, keep it. When you screw up, admit it.Without honesty, dependability and responsibility, the other nine secrets of success don’t add up to much.

Besides, failure is also one of the way for you to success. This is besause, failure can bring you to achieve the branch of study that you have choose.

"The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure." Sven Goran Eriksson

Fail is your way to success! Why failure is so wonderful?

This is because failure can bulid your self confidence. Self confidence is the difference between feeling unstoppable and feeling scared out of your wits. Your perception of yourself has an enormous impact on how others perceive you. Perception is reality — the more self confidence you have, the more likely it is you’ll succeed. Although many of the factors affecting self confidence are beyond your control, there are a number of things you can consciously do to build self confidence.

HOW TO BUILD SELF CONFIDENCE??

To build your self confidence, you must try your best in every branches of study that you have choose. You must sit in front of your teacher or lecturer while they teaching in front of the class or 'kuliah' room. Most people prefer to choose to sit at the back side because afraid of their lecturer and teacher.By deciding to sit in the front row, you can get over this irrational fear and build your self confidence. You’ll also be more visible to the important people talking from the front of the room.

Besides, you must also try to speak up in small group or in front of your class. During group discussion, many people prefer not to speak because they afraid people will judge the something not good of themselves. This perception is not true. Generally, people are much more accepting what did you give to them.In fact most people are dealing with the exact same fears. By making an effort to speak up at least once in every group discussion, you’ll become a better public speaker, more confident in your own thoughts, and recognized as a leader by your peers.

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CONCLUSION.

It is not easy to success and not easy to fail. But, if you can manage yourself very well, you can achieve what you want. If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.. But, fail is not the meaning that you fail. Failure can be a jump stone for you to success.

Happy EID

Happy EID....
to All my frenz....
SMSSMJ
G2S
Chess MSSK
JENESYS
GERMAN STUDENT

to All my teachers....
to All my Enemies
to All my families

thousand of forgiveness i ask from all of you...

From
Afif Faiz
Luqman Hakim